Regeneration

Stranded in the island,

my wish or dream,or

whatever one desires to

call it as ,has come true

Peace filled my heart,

as here i am finally,

with my wonderful companion,

solitude,miles away from

the place called my home,

from the people who know me,

away from human civilization

Resolved to start over again,

a new way of life, i know

it wont be easy,but i dont

intend to give up,

i may turn to my instincts,

buried deep down, for my

survival,may go insane or

turn wild ,but that feels good,

far more than the stupid ,

complicated emotions involved,

while living in a civilization

Out of sight ,out of mind,

I may lose my memory ,

of the people i know,except

the one i love,except

the one who hurt me ,

But decades later,

if i am still alive,

then my memory about them,

too will fade away.

A new life ,

a new beginning,

hoping to make

new memories

In his arms

Mist settled,as she stood

the withered leaves rustled,

her hair being caressed by the wind,

the coolness of which prickled her mind,

Peaceful ,it should have been , but rather,

her mind and soul were in the mood

for melancholic music,for she couldn’t

enjoy the night’s beauty encompassing her,

She was there , but not her soul or mind,

they were missing their mate ,a dull ache,

formed in her heart,as she longed for

her loved one’s arms to envelop her,

Eyes closed, her mind began its work,

as the image of her lover came forth,

her frown turned upwards to a smile,

her heart skipped a beat,as familiar

butterflies fluttered inside her,

His eyes sparkling with a twinkle,

always left her drowning in its pool,

Although it was his lips,that made

her go crazy,with the sweet words,

and the music of his laughter ,left her

grinning from ear to ear,

As she felt his muscular arms enclosing her,

her mind,body and soul fell at peace ,

but a dull ache reminded her , it was surreal,

No it was real, her heart’s palpitation rose,

as she opened her eyes slowly to meet his eyes,

There he was with his radiating smile , her love

reflecting in his eyes , as she buried herself in his arms,

the music turned soulful,her world filled

with radiant colors

everything was perfect,just perfect

as she stood there in her loved one’s arms.

Dreary Servitude

The sound of incessant,

touch of the keyboard,

akin  to the sweet,

harmony of a

stream tumbling down,

became the lullaby

The bright orange flashing,

of the chatterbox gizmo,

made my dreams colorful,

The manuscript filled with rows

and columns uploaded,

in the aperture morphs

itself into armament

of destruction,

the circadian pace

convention,adds

macabrish feature

to the nightmare,

jerking me awake

from it, only to realize

that i wasn’t dreaming,

but living my life,

the life of an,

impassionate ITan

The Lady In Black

Sky studded with stars,
crescent moon’s ethereal glow,
the insects’ buzzing music,
Oh yes! A beautiful night,

No wonder,couples thronged,
the streets,to bask in,
the gorgeousness of the night,
accentuating it,was the cool wind,
an accessory to the couples’,
romantic escapade,

The night’s beauty hadn’t spared,
the lady in black too,her peers,
dearly knew her as “ice queen”,
The magical night ,had a profound,
effect on her,threatening,
to break her facade

Her face ,devoid of expressions,
now exuded deep sorrow,
in her cold eyes,now resided,
a non curable pain,

As she strode gracefully,buried memories,
conquered her mind,a tear,
rolled down her cheek,
for the first time ,in a long time,
solitude made her soul ache,

Her black dress flapped about her,
as the cool breeze stung,
worsening her state,
she longed to be held,in the arms,
which had once been her home,
now home to someone else,

As she reached the alcove,
the secret ,private place ,
shared by her and her love,
memories overwhelmed her,

The entrance of a couple,
broke her reverie,her eyes closed,
her eyes flew open,when she ,
heard their mirthful laughter,its
familiarity startled her,

A smile adorned her face,as her eyes,
found the couple, it was her love,
She was happy yet sad ,to see him ,
enjoying the night ,with his ,
new found love,

Tears flowing freely,she left the alcove,
to her resting place,as she lay down,
her love’s smiling face ,the last image,
filled her soul with peace,before,
the darkness engulfed her.

A Lover’s Confession

Don’t ask me when,

Don’t ask why,

Don’t ask me where,

Don’t ask me how,

Cause I don’t have answers,

for your questions.

All I know, is that, my heart,

has tuned its rhythm to yours.

All  I know ,is that , my mind,

is on an overdrive, thinking

about you.

All I know,is that,a blush,

creeps up on my face,

when i hear your name.

All I know,is that,my hands,

want to be held in yours,

while I walk.

All I know,is that,I yearn

To be embraced in your arms,

All I know,is that,my lips,

Are fervently hoping to

Confess to you.

All I know,is that,

I am going crazy over your smile,

All I know,is that,

I have fallen for you.

All I know ,is that ,

Am madly in love with you.

Hide and Seek

In the rustle of the fallen leaves,

I sense your footsteps,

Along with the nocturnals’ buzz,

I hear your whispers,

The shadows on the street walls,

I hope its yours,

Around me i sense all the staring eyes,

I feel one of them is yours,

As i am surrounded by cool breeze,

I feel my nails against your fingertips,

wrapping my fingers around yours,

I realize your absence,

Its just an illusion

Desperate to seek you out,

I reach out to you,but

I can sense you slipping through,

So close,yet so far,

Oh dear,yes,i love your playfulness,

But not this game dear,it spikes,

my heart’s distress

Please come back,my love,

my heart is craving, to hold your hands,

to hear your voice,to be checked out

by your love filled eyes,

Say it sweetheart,

Say it once more,

That I am yours,only yours.

Kindness – Sharing is caring !! :-) :-)

To write about an act of kindness that inspired me should be actually easy ! Or that’s what i thought , until i sat down to actually start writing on it .But nope, my mind drew up a blank as the clock went on with its tick-tock. It has been more than an hour since i opened the blank word document. And it was still blank. “Come on, it shouldn’t be so difficult to remember a profound act of that cadre”. It is not like i had never witnessed or experience kindness. But still i had no clue as to why my mind was clogged up and wouldn’t let me remember. I felt that if i tried too hard  to remember and then wrote about it , it would definitely resemble a superficial one. So i gave up  and went to bed.

And just as i was about to drift off into my Neverland, my brain didn’t fail me. It came up with the imagery. Yup I finally got one. It wasn’t what i expected but it led me to think more deeply about kindness.

So what was the imagery? I am sure you would like to know . It  was of my  1.5 year old niece sharing her favorite snacks “Lays” with us. She always takes a bite , then takes turns to give  us a bite from the same chip . The first time she did it, i was surprised. For we had not asked her for the chips  or told her anything about sharing.  Then there was this incident, we were out  and we happened to pass by a cute black puppy . She stopped us and showed us the dog and said bikky , which means biscuit in her language :P. What she was trying to say is , that she wanted to feed biscuits to the puppy.  Awwwww !! Yup that was my reaction.

This led to another memory of my own. New city ,New school, first day  and already late. So i get to sit in last bench. I couldn’t understand what was being said or taught and i was feeling down  and almost on the verge of tears,  when i hear a sound “psst”. I turn around to check where exactly is the origin of sound and there it was again .  The girl sitting on the bench beside me, smiled at me and waved . She took a chocolate from her box and asked me whether i wanted to have it . I said no, but she broke it into half and leaned over and kept it on my hand . I smiled in return as we both secretly munched on the chocolate.  Nevertheless to say , I felt better. That was my first stint with friendship and kindness.

Kindness :  The act of being friendly,generous or considerate.  Kindness can be inculcated from childhood. Yes, but as people age such kindness require a constant and conscious effort from the individual to be implemented .  Sometimes when  people are caught up in their life , they stop making the effort. But blessed are the people who are kind by their inherent nature. And blessed are we to be present in their midst. For they don’t require any effort to be kind. Just like a kid sharing his/her things with a sibling or friend.  And I wish  that the universe should always be blessed with  the presence of such people.